time really flies fast..in just a nick of time, Ben and Cheryl have been together for 9 days~..lol..all i can say is, i'm happy with you, i feel secure, comfort and everything else...thanks for being there whenever i'm down, and accompanying me go through those dark and hard times though its unfair at times..i'm a girl and i speak vulgar language, i know its rude and i know you're trying to change that..xp..but its gonna be like super dupper hard..i know i can be demanding at times, i mumbled and i'm not the sweetest talker ever, not the most gentle decent GF ever, not the most initiative GF ever, and the WEIRDEST GIRL ever? lol..mayb thats y u're attracted? have no idea..o.O
btw, theres a fucking disgusting piece of shit crawling in my room just now--a mighty COCKROACH...incoming missle----->knn you nigga, crawl into my room for fucks ah..ma cao hai fuck face pukima son of a gun motherfucker you low-life shit crappie asshole..Zzz
anyways, baby cheryL loves Ben muuuuuch much yeah! xD...
love,
baby.C
xoxo
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
slept around 3-4am dis few days..its either , facebook-ing, watch movie or insomnia..but i dont feel sleepy, instead, my brain feels stimulated in other words..HIGH...haha..well yea, dats me..
have no claz today, act is i din attend la..cuz they havin this deepavali celebration going on, so..yeah..i'm not the active type so unnecessary to attend..xDDD...took my viva for repairing this morning at perodua..radiator cap loose d, need replace..under warranty..then went breakfaz wif family, roti telur until now..ish..damn hungry.. @.@''
got home and went straight on my bed...xD..woke up, took my bath and here i am..heheee...
starvin away~
baby.C
HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all my friends and all indians o...^^...din attend claz laz fri for two reasons..main was, LAZY of course cuz it was exam week so had no exam tat day, so...alternatively was cuz i had pms...duh..
Deepavali afternoon went to DAr's friend's hse at kota kemuning...had lunch thr, they chit chatted and we went bak hme at 3.30..take a nap until 8 den Dar dropped me at Viki's hse for deepavali dinner..den Dar went bak hme to do his assignment...well, dinner became supper when we had it at 10.30...hahaha..was starving..den Dar picked me up at 11 and wanted to had some drinks at mamak but all closed...zz..so jz sent me bak home lor..
sunday stayed at home whole day..did some statistic revision..my eyes was half closed..zz..slept at 3a.m cuz i was sambil sms, sambil msn and sambil revise and den i watched movie...how i do it? dont ask..i pun tak tau..
was so hard for me to get up dis morning at 9 so i made it to 1o...got to college at 1...did final preparation den finis the test at 2.30...got home at 4 took my bath, took a nap, took my dinner, did my chores, milked the baby, changed her clothes and here i am..^^...
sien ah...5 subs exam for 3 weeks..darn it..still got 1 more paper to go dis coming fri..suppose to be jz 2 weeks..but some ppl in my claz, those unbelieveable ppl...3 paper in a week consider too much ah? shooot me in the head la..zzz
ntg 2 do 2day..sien..feel sleepy again...
love,
cherylicious
went swimming wif dear at 8a.m stg but the pool will only open at 9 so we went for jakuzi 1st..swam for 1 and a half hour and i almost drown, my hand tergapai-gapai luckily dear saw @.@" if not..lu orang boleh prepare ehem2.. den went to dear's house to bath lepas tu went for DIM SUM breakfaz wif dear and his sis..after breakfaz went bak to dear's house and we slept for 2 hours cuz we're too tired..hehee..
got home at 4pm and found out somethg terrible..my tears couldn't stop dropping..evrytime i see it, it really hurts to the bottom of my heart...well thgs got worst when he called and i told him bout the news and he acted like it was no big deal..why is this happening..i can't accept it..i couldn't believe it happened..
all the way till now, i'm all moody, sad and down and my freaking head hurts cuz of the crying earlier..darn...in the end, it was baby Renee who at least brighten up me by a little..
having my mid term coming up and the 1st sub would be programming this coming Tuesday..i ain't done with both of my assignments and i ain't done with my homework..well, couldn't blame no1 but myself for drooling it for too long..btw met my forever 38 buddy Ammar ytdy at mamak..haha..we'll hang out..sometime when i finished my mid term..hahaha..you have got to drive me tau..xD
g2g now..assignment time..drools @.@...
signed off
cheryL
xoxo
well, im a bad blogger and evry1 agrees to that..claps~ hahaha
sigh sigh, this would be my 1st week college after 1 week holiday for the Raya...and i obviously enjoyed my holi, sebab berat badan i dah naik 2 kg..hahaha...darling went China 4 holi so didn't get to spend the days with him but...he bought me gifts..hehehe...so the 1st holi itself ad went break1st with "daddy" Tze Hong [ps: oii!! where u'v3 been ah? missing for so many days], den went yc at Biz with lee wan frm 4pm till 11pm..xD..i don't know how we did that..wen & huei came at 9 pm..kakaka...btw, i tripped and hurt my knee at cafe punya staircase...kns..so next day, went for movie with Ah Jack, Lynn, Leewan & huei..watched tsunami, quite a good and touching 1..^.^... and i fell again infront of the toilet and i hurt my knee on the same spot..clumsy me..hahaha..den me n huei decided to spend over at leewan's place [Girls Nite]..haha..11 pm we went to biz cafe, ordered a bucket beer...Uncle Teck belanja another bucket masuk his bill, treat us the special biz cafe mooncake and cooked some chicken bits for us..seriously he's a good cook..his wife should be very XIN FU...haha...damn full coz of the gasious alcohol dat nite..zzz..slept at 4am.. n.nY..next morning, had BRUNCH at biz cafe AGAIN..3 days continuous wey~ gia si lang..
the rest of the days, spent my dinner on Bak Kut Teh la, Yong Tau Fu la & bla~ cuz aunt & Uncle going bak to Canada jor..T.T...they went bak on 24/9...den bro shift into his new house at Kemuning Utama on Sat..had steamboat and satay celup over his place..really enjoyed the meal..
so b4 holiday, went sing-K with college frens, enjoyed ourself so much..more pic details, have a view at my Facebook Cherylteo_457@hotmail.com ..
sorry yea guys, for the long post...i would probably wont update pics at here anymore and will start uploading it at my FB sometime and i dont know when...Malas~
sigh sigh, having 2 assignments to rush by the 10 this month..especially Moral..nid to put up a at least 5 page essay...its so stupid..damn...
having claz 2mr at 2.30 so i boleh tidur 99? haha..i wished..need to wake up early to help mum with baby Renee..im a certified baby sitter...ngek ngek...
thats all for now..muaxx nitez..
[[cheers]]
cheryL @ baby.C
xoxoxo
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